Friday, November 28, 2008

Stupid thanksgiving

I am usually siked about Thanksgiving every year, but this year turned out to be really disappointing. First, I text the Ex Wednesday night to say Happy Thanksgiving and I still haven't heard anything from him. What a fucking dick! I never should have called him in the first place. He says one thing and completely does another. I'm tired of his bullshit.

Then, dinner was completely weird because I haven't talked to my dad in a couple of weeks after he said some dumb stuff about my brother that is just plain hypocritical of him and really made me mad, as well as my mom. So he sat in the kitchen during dinner and separated himself from everyone. It was just weird.

Then I wanted to go out so I didn't end up at home, sad about this being my first thanksgiving without the Ex, and my sister in law bailed at the last minute and I ended up at a bar, alone.

So definitely not a Thanksgiving to remember. Tonight I'm supposed to be going out for my friend's little sisters 21st birthday, and I just feel like crap. Seriously. All I want to do is get some soup, rent some movies, get in my PJ's, and veg out. And the only thing that would make this night even more perfect is if the Ex called and he came and vegged with me. Too bad that's just a fantasy that will never happen. Loser!

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Twilight... Finally

Well I finally saw Twilight last night and I'm going to be as truthful about what I thought as possible.

I went to the movie with "Robbie," Katy, and "Micky." It was really fun to go to a movie with all the girls. The last movie I saw in the theater was Sex and the City with "Robbie," which was weird because i think that's the first movie we've ever gone to together and we've been friends forever.

"Robbie" and I have both read the book, but the other two hadn't. It was interesting to see each of our reactions to the movie.

In the beginning, I was not really impressed and "Robbie" and I found ourselves laughing at some of the more cheesier moments, and the not so stellar acting.

But as the movie progressed, I found myself really getting into it. Or rather, after I stopped comparing everything to the book and let myself just enjoy, then I found I really liked it.

I do hope they do a better job on the next films, but overall I'm glad I saw it. The other two really liked it and I was really surprised by that. Especially since they hadn't read the books, certain parts were sort of slow and were really only funny if you had read the book. But they were both loving it and couldn't say enough good things about it.

Now as to the actors. I feel sort of bad for Robert Pattinson. He had a lot to live up to. Do I think he succeeded? Definitely no. But if you think about it, there really isn't anyone that could completely portray Edward in real life the way I have him envisioned in my mind. I thought his hair was silly and unnecessary. But after my initial dislike of him, I started to see the story come together and Kristen and Robert do look good together. Katy said the way I talked about him, she thought he'd have rays of sunlight shooting out of his ass or something! I guess my expectations were just a tad bit high.

I loved Bella, and I think she did an excellent job.

As to the Cullen family, I didn't like how Carlisle had such blonde hair and was super pasty. It looked weird. Emmett was fricking HOT and we all agreed on that. LOVED LOVED LOVED him. I thought Rosalie should have had dark hair but she was still beautiful. Did anyone else hate the pants they had her in, with the fade in the back? Those pants looked like they were from the 80s. I thought Alice looked too old. I had pictured her with a more younger face, but overall she was ok. Jasper looked constipated, but I suppose they were trying to make it look like Bella's presence bothered him. But it was still weird. Esme was very pretty but I kept seeing her as Ava from Grey's Anatomy. Sort of ruined the effect but overall she was cute.

I thought they did a good job with Jessica. She really was exactly what I thought she'd be like. But not Angela. I pictured her with blonde hair.

I can see where people could be critical of this movie. When you read the book, you have this preconceived notion in your mind of the way things should be. And then you see the movie, and things are completely different. It's very hard to not be so critical. Katy actually said something to me last night that made a lot of sense. I asked her if she was going to read the books now and she said no. She is going to watch all the movies as they come out first, and then she'll read the books. I thought this was really backwards until she explained to me that that way she can go into each movie without having those preconceived notions in her head, and then she'll enjoy the movie more.

It makes sense but after seeing the movie, i'd be too impatient to find out what happens. So overall though, I really liked it and am definitely looking forward to the next one.

Monday, November 24, 2008

Puppies!!!




"Robbie" and K went to Eau Claire and got a new puppy last night. She is so cute. For now, we named her Scarlet but K doesn't really like the name so i'm sure they'll change it. Isn't she adorable? She's such a little sweetie. They are still really upset over losing Bandit but they wanted to bring another dog in to maybe ease the pain a little. The other animals they have are really depressed by losing him, so hopefully Scarlet can lift everyones spirits.

Sunday, November 23, 2008

One step forward, four steps back

OK so a lot has happened in the last couple of days. First, me and Robbie had planned to go see Twilight Friday night but just as I was getting off of work, she called me crying hysterically. She had opened the door to go outside and her dog got by her and ran right in the road after a rabbit, and was hit by a car. She said it was horrible. He went flying and the car just kept going. On the way to the hospital, he died in her arms. They're both just completely devastated. I already had the tickets to the movie so I went there and sold them to someone since the tickets are non-refundable, and we ended up just hanging out. I feel so bad for her. She is so upset and feels like it's all her fault that she didn't catch him. Not like she could have, that dog was super fast. So kind of a bad start to the weekend.

Last night, the Ex did call me as he said he would and he ended up coming over for a bit. It was like the last two months never happened. All the feelings are still there on both sides. It's still super complicated and we both agree that we're not ready to get back together, but there is that possibility for the future. He has a lot of growing up to do, and I will never take him back until I'm sure he's ready for a commitment and he's not going to hurt me like that again. "Louie" is very skeptical about the whole thing and thinks I shouldn't trust him. Well of course!!! There is no way I trust him right now.

I'm actually glad we had this break from each other these last few months. For one, it's given me a lot of perspective. I am fully aware of how he affects me and how unhealthy it is for me to put all my love and trust into him. He's like my kryptonite. When he's around me, all logic just disappears and all I can think about is him.

He had to leave early last night and give a guy he worked with a ride home. So he came back this morning before I had to go to work and we ended up snuggling and then of course the inevitable happened and we had sex. Afterwards, as we're laying there, he said he really hates it that when we had each other we took each other for granted and were so mean to each other. And I know exactly how he feels. He was telling me he was unhappy and I just didn't listen to him. And now i lost him. No, it's not all my fault. We both made mistakes, I just hope we can move on from here.

He did get a little weird after and made sure to let me know that this does not mean we're back together. I got kind of mad, because who does he think he is? Really? That comment was really unnecessary. I have a life too and there is no way that I'm letting him mess up my Independence again. I don't want to be in a relationship right now anyway. I just miss him and know I need him in my life, no matter how much that is.

I asked him if he thought it was a mistake that I called him and he said no, but he was just being cautious. Red flags are going up everywhere right now. I kind of wish I never called him because now I'm back at square one. Why do I have to be in love with a child? Seriously. And I tried to not be in love with him, and I tried to not have him in my life. But it's just a losing battle. When he first walked in, everything just disappeared and there was only him. I am such a goner!!!! And it makes me so sad. I Know I deserve a guy who appreciates me and loves me to the fullest extent, and I know he's capable of that, just not right now. We're both just not ready and have a lot to work on.

I am trying to be optimistic and just go with the flow. It's hard but I'm not really in any hurry. If it happens it happens. If it doesn't it doesn't. I just hope I don't end up getting hurt, but with him it seems inevitable.

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Silly boy- tricks are for kids

I woke up in bed this morning, naked, and hungover. I was naked because I was too drunk to put on my pj's when I stumbled into bed at 1am, and I was hungover because me and "Kammie" decided to down a bottle of vodka after work last night.

It's great having a roommate who likes to drink as much as me. Seriously. Very great for my health.

I got some really unfortunate news the minute I woke up though. My brother, who if I haven't mentioned this before, has serious issues, got arrested for a DUI last night. Again. He's not even a drinker, I don't understand how he finds himself in these situations. And right before thanksgiving!

He's like a 5 year old we have to babysit all the time to keep him out of trouble. I love him of course. He's my brother. But I don't understand him. I'm just glad he's OK and didn't get in an accident. I don't know why he was driving in the first place. Hello!

Alcohol + you = sitting your ass at home

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Maybe a little hopeful

I called him at work at lunch and it was so weird. I had all of these butterflies in my stomach and didn't know what to say. He sounded the same though and it really did feel great to finally hear his voice.

Ex: Hi, I see you called last night
Lush: no I text
Ex: same thing, how have you been? I'm glad you called, what's up?
Lush: I don't know, I don't know what to say I guess I just miss you
Ex: I miss you too, I think about you all the time you know
Lush: ya, me too, I can't not talk to you anymore, it's too hard
Ex: can we get together for a bit and talk, maybe sat night?
Lush: ya i guess, you don't have anytime tonight?
Ex: no, I'm pretty busy
Lush: so are you actually going to call me or am I going to hear from you in three weeks again?
Ex: I have to work until 5 but i will call you after
Lush: OK, talk to you then

So we'll see if I actually hear from him. I'm not going to hold my breath or anything but I'm glad I called him, even if he doesn't call. It sounds like he was happy to hear from me though. I'm not hopeful anything will come from this. I just know it's time we talked and figured things out and go from there. Even if it's not towards each other.

He said get together and talk but I'm sure there will be more than that. It's just the way we are together. There's so much chemistry we can't keep our hands to ourselves. Well, even if we don't work anything out, maybe I'll at least end my drought for a little while.

Stuck

Well, I did it. I finally caved in and texted the Ex last night. I was just a little drunk and more than a little sad and I am just tired of not talking to him. Even just to tell him how I feel. The last time we talked was September 23, yes I know the date, and we said we loved each other and goodnight and that's the last conversation we've had. Then he disappeared for three weeks and broke my heart all over again. Since then he's called me a couple of times but i've refused to answer, so really we haven't talked about things at all.

I got to work this morning and he called and left a message saying he'd seen I texted and he'd be at work all day and to give him a call. "Louie" doesn't think I should call him but i'm going to. I'm tired of running from him and avoiding everything. Im not ready to hear that he's moved on or anything and im going to tell him that if we talk to keep that kind of stuff to himself. I'm just not ready. But I think it's time at least we talked about things. If even to clear things up and end it. And who knows, maybe we'll talk and I'll look at him and realize im completely over him. If that's the case then, GREAT!! Then I can move on.

But I was thinking about things last night and came to the realization that i'm never going to be able to move on if things with the Ex are left hanging. I'm always going to wonder and think about him and I can't live like that.

So stay tuned.....

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Scaredy Cat

OK, so Friday night I was sitting at home waiting for "Robbie" and K to get done with dinner. I got bored so I told R he could stop over. I'm not sure what his intentions are but at one point I went to get a beer and he cornered me in the kitchen, tried to kiss me up against the wall. I played it off like, WTF, but it still weirded me out. Then "Robbie" and K came over and R was all over me like white on rice. Hmmmm. We were leaving so he left but made me promise to call him later. I didn't and of course he ended up calling me. I don't know what the deal there is. He's probably just looking to score and I'm just not interested in that right now. The only person I'm even attracted to in that way is the Ex and it would obviously be bad for my health to go down that route.

I'm sure it's just going to take some time before I am interested in anyone again. Or maybe it's just that there isn't anyone around me right now who is interesting. When I first met the Ex, i actually did not care for him at all. We had nothing in common and he was the total opposite from me. After seeing him around a lot though, there was obviously some sexual tension that we could not deny. There is no sexual tension between me and R, at least not on my side. Maybe if I spent some more time with him, instead of shying away from everyone who asks me out, then it would just come. But I feel like it's being forced.

After my last experiences, I don't see anything wrong with being picky. And to try to raise my standards and take my time. I really don't think I can put myself out there again and be hurt this bad. It's really not worth it. I like myself too much for that.

Im shrinking

I went to the doctor on Friday and he doubled my Ritalin. At first it made me kind of loopy but now it might be too much. I'm not sure. I started feeling really dizzy at work yesterday and I couldn't figure out why. I went home, ate some soup and a grilled cheese, watched Gossip Girl, took some sleeping pills and then went to bed. I feel better today though so maybe it was just a fluke. But what a weird feeling. It felt like waves and waves of dizziness. Hopefully it doesn't come back.

I got some other good news at the doctor. He always weighs me to make sure I'm not losing too much weight with the meds. And I've lost 14 pounds in the last two months!!! It's not all from the medication though. Yes, the meds do make me less hungry, so I eat less, but I've also started eating healthier too. And it helps that I don't have a boyfriend to make dinner for every night either. "Robbie's" boy toy just bought her this awesome weight set and we've made a plan to actually start using it. I sit down all day at work so I don't get much exercise and I always feel so lazy. I just want to get back in shape.

Had some other stuff happen this weekend, especially with R but I'll write about that when I'm not at work. And no, I didn't get any.

Friday, November 14, 2008

Looking back

When I decided to stop talking to the Ex, I moved all pictures of him and us from my sight so I wasn't constantly running into his face. We really don't have any friends that are the same either, so it's highly unlikely I'll run into him in person. I thought I had all my bases covered, except for maybe running into him at Wal-mart or something, but I was wrong. I was on Myspace and I realized I had uploaded some videos I had forgotten about. One of them is a video of us messing around and being silly. I'm holding the camera and talking to him while he's blowing bubbles at me and telling me he loves me, looking all perfect and smiling at me with that perfect smile of his that always made me melt. Talking to each other in that nauseating couple talk.

I almost started crying right then and there at work after I had seen that. Truthfully, it's not like I WANT to get back together with him. He broke my heart after I had already gotten out of a bad relationship before him, and he's completely lost all my trust. But just watching that video where we're all happy and in love was almost too much for me to bear. It just mad me so sad remembering what COULD have been.

You can't change the past I know that, but it doesn't mean you can't wish things had gone differently. As long as I live I will always regret that things with him didn't work out. It wasn't the right time for him though as he's young. I understand this but it's still sad to have the past shoved in your face.

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Bubble Girl

I woke up this morning and it's still raining. I love to lay in bed with the window open and just listen to the rain come down outside. I was supposed to be up early because I had finally made an appointment to have a doctor look at my broken toe, but because of the rain I ended up rescheduling and staying in bed longer. This was especially counter-productive because I really need to have someone look at this dumb toe.

I broke it in July and it's still broken. It really doesn't bother me that much except it won't bend and if I hit it wrong it hurts like a biatch! And people are always running into it. There really isn't anything they can do though except re-break it and hope it sets right this time. It's not like that bothers me but i really don't feel like wearing some stupid boot or splint for the next 6-8 weeks.

It was so funny when I got my tattoo, I made him put it on the same foot as my broken toe because I might as well have one good foot right? But he was all shocked that I'd been walking around with it broken for so long and even more that I was going to get a tattoo on my hurt foot. I was a little embarrassed as I hadn't had a pedicure in 6 months because I can't bear to touch my toe. And I was going to put the tat on my back so i didn't remember to shave my legs, but oh well. It wasn't like I was there to get a date or anything.

I'm going to be 80 with this weird crooked toe or something. I better go to the doctor huh? Actually, I wish I had my own doctor on hand all the time the way I get hurt. Seriously, I am the biggest klutz. Here are some examples:

* When I was 7 I was wrestling with my brother and he flipped me over and landed on my wrist which was so small it snapped. I was immediately in shock and freaked out and locked myself in the bathroom and wouldn't come out.

* In elementary school I fell down the stairs and fell off the playground, twice; all three times I had to be rushed to the hospital in an ambulance.

* When I was 16 I dove into a 4' indoor pool and hit my face on the bottom. I had a broken nose, two black eyes, a gash in my head and numerous cuts along my face. Really, I'm lucky I didn't break my neck, and yes I was drunk. Instead of going right to the emergency room, I continued to drink and finally went to the emergency room 38 hours after it happened. I had a concussion as well I found out and was told off by the doctor for not coming in sooner.

* On my 19Th birthday, my golden birthday, I was running in sandals, fell on some gravel and broke my foot. I wasn't aware that I broke my foot though because I got right up and hobbled into the party. "Robbie" came up to me later as I was sitting next to the keg and noticed my leg was bleeding, and when she got a rag to clean it up she noticed that my foot was swollen and broken. It's amazing how a mixture of shock and alcohol really numbs pain isn't it?

And there are a lot more examples, including all the times I've fallen off bar stools, tripped over my own feet, or just developed some pain or injury by unknown means. Maybe I should get one of those protective balls like in Bubble Boy and just be a big bubble.

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Simmering Down

Overall I consider myself a pretty nice person. Sometimes I'm even too nice and I find that people tend to take advantage. Well, I wasn't feeling very nice last night. I stopped at mom's after work to pick up a microwave since mine had just decided to stop working while I was in the middle of warming up soup. Then I headed home and watched Gossip Girl and had a couple beers. "Robbie" called and wanted me to come proofread her marketing presentation, so I grabbed the bottle of gin in the freezer and headed over there. Hey, we needed a little celebration!

I didn't stay too long, but by the time I left I was feeling kind of tipsy. Me + tipsy = bad thoughts! I started thinking about the Ex and started getting PISSED OFF!!! I guess there's always stages you go through after a break up, and yes, I've already visited the RAGE stage, but sometimes I go back there, especially when I'm drunk and at home alone. I even devised a plan to call him and say I wanted to see him, get together and mess with him a little, and then just disappear later.

Yes, there are holes in this plan and it was devised in a drunken state, and yes I realized this when I woke up and remembered what was going through my head. But don't you ever just sit there and imagine ways to make that person feel just as crappy as you do?

I know it's not really a healthy thought, and like I said, I'm usually a really nice person so I feel bad about wishing pain on someone. But heartbreak doesn't really take into affect you're nice personality.

I mean, I know that if I called him tomorrow, he would be more than willing to see me and hang out. I was the one who stopped answering the phone. But I just couldn't take it anymore. After he moved out, it was like sporadic calls whenever he FELT like it. And I'm sorry but I am better than that. I fought for us for so long and I really just don't have anything left.

So good for me for not calling him today and trying to put forth some diabolical plan. I'll just save that for inside my head I guess. Crises passed.

Monday, November 10, 2008

Loving this


Is anyone else loving this show as much as me? I am always a little skeptical when TV shows or movies are created based on books, especially my favorite books. Case in point:
The Women's Murder Club, based on the books by James Patterson. Very Disappointed! I don't even watch it.
Harry Potter movies: They are OK and of course I love them, but the books are so much better and have so much more for the imagination.
Twilight: I obviously can't comment on this as it has not come out yet, but I already have a few reservations. The only person I can picture as hot enough to play Edward is either Brad Pitt or David Beckham and both of them are too old. But we'll see how it turns out.
But I really don't have any criticisms about True Blood at all. There are some things that are different, but overall I love this show. The only thing I really hate is the guy who plays Eric Northman. He's NOT hot enough. I love Nelsan Ellis as Lafayette though. He makes you get all hot even though you know he's gay. Too bad there's only two episodes left. I really love this show. I've even converted "Louie" and she's never even read the Sookie Stackhouse books.
** I was going to do a post today about my niece and show you some pictures, because I swear she has the biggest blue eyes I've ever seen on a baby but I thought I'd ask her mother if she minds first. She is only 8 months old so I should probably get permission before I put pictures of her on the Internet huh? So hold that thought....

Sunday, November 9, 2008

Damn that hurt

It seems like I haven't posted anything in days but there has been so much stuff going on, it's getting hard to keep up. Of course I've been celebrating Obama winning, which is the best thing I think to happen this year. Not for my liver though as we've been partying it up almost every day since. Nothing too unusual but me and "louie" did kind of take it over the top last night. We polished off a bottle of vodka, a twelve pack and even opened up a bottle of rum. I don't even feel that hungover today which is kind of surprising, but hey, I'm not complaining.

I finally went and got my tattoo I've been waiting forever for. I know people told me it was going to hurt but i seriously did not think it was going to be that bad. I was SO wrong! At first I wanted to get it on the back of my neck but he told me it would hurt a lot so I decided to go for my foot, which was not that much better. Now, I am a klutz! I am still walking around with a broken toe from July. Everyone says I should go and have them re-break it but I haven't had the time, so I've been walking around with it broken for months. No big deal. I'm used to pain so I didn't think this was going to be a big problem. But this was a whole different kind of pain and it sucked!! I couldn't even let him do the shading because by the time he got the outline done I was almost screaming.

I know, I know, what a fricking baby I am. But as soon as it heals a little I'm going to suck it up and go back and get if finished. Definitely by next weekend. I really think I should have picked a better place to put it for my first tattoo. There's no fat on my feet at all so it felt like there was a knife carving into my bone. I really don't see how people get tattoos all over their bodies. I'm glad to be part of the tattoo club but I really wish it didn't have to hurt so damn much.

Some other stuff that's been going on:

- My brother is being a huge loser again and running around doing god knows what! I swear he needs to be on medication. He does so good for awhile and then he just completely goes awol! I worry about him a lot but he's a grown man and I can't baby him.

-I feel really bad about it but I've decided to stop talking to "milla." We had recently became friends and I feel like I've been so nice to her; introducing her to my friends, hanging out and partying, giving her advice and holding her hand when she cry's about her ex. But some shady stuff happened the other night and it really hurt me and I can not have people in my life who are going to do stuff like that to me. I just don't need it. Oh well, I guess I have enough friends anyway.

-Speaking of friends, there's a lot of tension with my two best friends, "Kammie" and "Robbie." Ever since me and "Robbie" moved in together, "Robbie" has been really jealous and has started to feel left out. I've been trying to remedy the situation and make her feel better but it's not that easy. We used to always chill at her house all the time but her BF has been complaining about it a lot lately so now we chill at our place. She knows she's welcome to come over but then he complains about that too. I am so sick of these controlling men. She is a grown woman and should be able to go wherever she likes. It's just a really weird situation that I'm over already. Can't we all just get along??? lol.

-I got accepted into school (i transferred because i couldn't stand my school any longer) and I start on the 17Th!! I'm super excited about it and i can't wait for my check to get here. I really need to get a new computer and do some repairs on my car. It's falling apart around me.

-I still haven't heard from the Ex but someone did call me private today but they didn't leave a message. Sometimes I want to call him so bad, but then I stop myself. I really can not handle it if he tells me he's dating someone else. I really don't want to know. Oh well, I'm only gonna heal with time, and that's what i just keep telling myself. One day at a time, like an alcoholic.

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Get up and do the damn thing

Yeah!!! I voted for Obama!!!! I really hope he wins because god damn. If Mccain wins and then people sit around for another 4 years and complain about the economy and how horrible everything has become, Im going to fricking scream. You shouldn't have voted for Bush then; not once but twice.

It's like the old saying, "fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me." So stop bitching and VOTE FOR CHANGE!!!!!

Sunday, November 2, 2008

The party dont stop till 6 in the morning

I haven't posted in a couple of days because it's been a really hectic weekend. First, it started with "Louie's" bday on Thursday night and then recovery all day Friday. We actually had a blast and I'm really glad she found a babysitter and was able to come out.

We were planning on going to Stripper night at Club 5, our local gay club, but we didn't make it there until midnight and missed the whole show. Oh well, it happens every Thursday. I'm sure we'll make it there again. Before we went there, we went to the Nitty Gritty, which is considered the "birthday bar." They give you free beer all day on your birthday; it's great!

We ran into a bunch of people we know, including an old friend of ours... we'll call him "M." I've been friends with him almost ten years and have had a crush on him for a long time. We did have sex once but we were both so messed up that I don't even think he remembers it, and from what I remember, it was not very good. But he was flirting with me hella, so I decided to go along with it. Hey, he's cute, and who says we can't do better next time?

But all we ended up doing was kissing a bit, in which "Louie" took it upon her self to get on tape! Lovely. I wonder if the Ex is going to see that on Myspace. Hmmmm.... Would kind of serve him right. Harsh, but true.

I ended up drinking too much, of course, and spent Friday on my couch recuperating. It didn't hold me back long though, and me and "Louie" were back at it again yesterday afternoon, drinking at Hawk's on State St. We met these boys who were really forward. One of them was pretty interested in "Louie." He seemed really cocky and sure of himself though. He eve asked me if I thought she could, "handle" his big dick! After he said that, we pretty much blew them off and got out of there. Losers!

Why do guys think it's OK to say shit like that? PUH-LEASE! Not cute, at all!!!

We ended up the night going out with my brother and his fiancee, and "Louie's" baby daddy. That is weird in itself, because me and him have not always gotten along. I played nice though and even made an attempt to tell him to stop hating me because I don't have anything to do with their relationship and to stop trying to blame their problems on me. So yeah me for being an adult!!!

I didn't get to bed until about 4, or technically 3 after daylight savings time, and I had to get up and come to work this morning. So early to bed for me tonight I think. After Trueblood that is.

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OMG!!!! So I just got a text from "Louie" after I got done writing this post, telling me she got a text from that guy from the bar yesterday. The one I refer to earlier about asking me if my friend could "handle" him. I guess she gave him her number before we found out what a loser he is. He texted her a couple of times last night, but she must have told him off or something because then he asked her for my number and told her he had "obviously talked to the wrong friend in the first place."

BOGUS!!!! She didn't give him my number thank god, but I just can not believe this asshole! I kind of want to have her give him my number so we can have some fun with him!!! What a jerk!!! He had even gone into detail about how he used to play football at Notre Dame and he was going to our home school now so he could go to law school. It was like he was bragging about how great he was. He probably has a little dick and is overcompensating with his extra large ego! What a loser!!!